Wednesday, March 22, 2017

Part Four: Sticking Points

The Invisible Church and Other Barriers

I have already recounted something of the existential crisis that led me to seek real, personal change over the mere formal or theological elements, but my reservations about Orthodoxy (and Catholicism, for that matter) were at this point still numerous. Allow me to detail some of the most significant barriers that kept me a devoted Anglican for five or six years. I’m afraid I cannot offer comprehensive answers to each difficulty. Some of the issues are quite complex. Still, I’ll try to give you some sense of my current perspective, and perhaps point you to some other (and better) resources. There are many.

Primacy of Scripture

Like a good Protestant, I was eager never to downgrade Scripture for the sake of some “tradition.” However, as an amateur philosopher, I also knew that interpretations of Scripture are driven by underlying assumptions—hence the thousands of denominations (not to mention cults) who claim simply to be following the “plain meaning” of the text.  It is somewhat delusional—in a fallen world—to think that one can simply apply reason, do some basic historical and linguistic research and come away with the fully accurate vision of Christian life (Fr. Andrew Stephen Damick has some nice reflections about this fact). What we’re taught about the Bible and what we take to be a proper interpretive lens for the various debatable passages do not themselves derive from Scripture. So an important question is what traditions (handed-down teachings) have informed our understanding of the Bible? My own (little “t”) tradition (whether I liked it or not) included a highly modern, rational sense of “fact-finding.” I had my own philosophical framework to guide this investigation. I had the general principles outlined during the Reformation. I had some very basic training in Biblical languages and exegesis. And I had the subconscious cultural conviction that my private experience attended by emotional sincerity would aid me in applying what all these other intellectual exercises were primarily intended to produce: the capacity to prove that I was right! I will not detail here everything that helped me evaluate my own mistaken attitudes toward Tradition (big “T”) that seemed to threaten the centrality of Scripture. Others have done a better job at that (here or here, for instance). Suffice to say that my uneasiness about accepting Tradition as united with Scripture was unwarranted. The Holy Scriptures are revered, read, taught, and studied with great zeal in the Orthodox Church.

[Note: On the problematic assumptions beneath Sola Scriptura see the first few episodes of this podcast by Dcn Michael Hyatt, CEO of Thomas Nelson Publishers.]

Individualism vs. Individual Responsibility

Individualism, more or less, makes one his own purveyor of truth and significance. Related beliefs and attitudes are corrosive to anything that aims to be remotely worthy of the term “communion.” Nevertheless, this fact does not remove our individual responsibility to seek and to embrace the Truth for ourselves. Though I am no expert, my understanding of Kierkegaard's reflections on faith had suggested that even where it is possible, we must not simply absorb the prefabricated concepts, categories, or convictions of someone else. I agree with this impulse for authenticity. Certainly, we do not invent our own faith, but what we discover in the religious sphere must be rendered genuinely ours, not just passively imbibed. How can one balance such responsibility with the idea of obedience to authority, submission in praxis, humility in the face of uncomfortable mysteries? It’s very hard to answer such a question (though this lovely piece offers some very useful points on that topic). In my experience, there is a kind of back and forth movement in discovering a life of obedience to something new and unfamiliar. It is rather like acclimating oneself to the vast, cold ocean. In this case, I waded in a little; then I retreated to reflect on the experience. I waded in a little more, and then retreated again. I observed the lives of others who were already acclimated, and I observed my own life as I remained aloof. Over time, what I wanted for myself became what I had begun to experience through testing and observation. Full immersion was the only step left. There was still plenty of risk (and plenty of fear), but doubling down on stagnation was in some ways an even greater risk.

Ecclesiastical Variety and the Invisible Church

One of my old reservations came from a latent idea that the “true Church” was really comprised of those people whom God in His wisdom knew to be sincere followers of Christ, regardless of their traditions or denominations. In spite of the painful schisms to which they testify, I interpreted the highly diverse expressions of Christianity, mostly as a providential accommodation of diverse peoples. C. S. Lewis’s The Last Battle, the beautiful conclusion to the incomparable Chronicles of Narnia, seems to support this view. After the apocalyptic climax, the characters find themselves in the truer Narnia revealed beneath or behind or within the old. It is Lewis’s allegorical vision of the new Heavens and new Earth. Among those who have now entered this eternal realm, the Pevensie children find one of the Calormen—a pagan and violent people devoted to a savage deity named Tash. This particular Calormene, Emeth, is just as surprised as some of Lewis’s readers to discover he is welcomed by Aslan to this new reality, opposed as he was to Aslan and the religion of the Narnian people. In this lovely vignette, Lewis seems to be suggesting (as indeed Christ’s own words about the final judgment also suggest) that God, who sees the inner heart of each human being, responds in love wherever He is welcome and brings those who truly seek Him into the life He offers. Who, then, am I to pretend I know who is “in” or “out”? This generous inclusivity in the plan of salvation has always appealed to me, and still does. Yet at some point, I realized that I had conflated this soteriological charity with a highly inclusive ecclesiology. Or, to use less pretentious words, I had confused the conditions for “getting into heaven” with the proper attitude toward “being the Church.” All sorts of concepts are wrapped up in this confusion (sin, salvation, communion, etc.), and I can’t address them all. Let it suffice, for now, to say that the Orthodox do believe that God provides grace to all; The Holy Spirit goes wither it wills, but it is up to individuals to participate, to soak in, to cooperate with that grace. Additionally, individuals are not meant to eat, drink, and dwell in isolation from each other, and so Christ himself establishes the food, the drink, the unity of his own body—in short, the Church and her Holy Mysteries—for the continuance and the conveyance of a life steeped in His loving energies. The Church, therefore, is a particular, concrete, historical reality, built and maintained by Christ and His holy disciples. It is not merely an idea or inner disposition. The modern concept of an “invisible church” to which all sincere believers mystically belong is only an intellectual palliative for the kaleidoscopic fragmentation of Christian denominationalism. There’s no significant historical or scriptural warrant for it, and unfortunately, the idea also keeps us largely content with some very deep divisions.  [Read more on this here.]

All of this is not to say that other Christians, Protestant or Catholic, are disqualified from God’s grace; they certainly are not. But remember, from an Orthodox perspective, salvation is not about “getting in” or “making the cut.” It is about abundant life. Plenty of people, like the Calormene, can “make the cut” by the mercy of God. Nevertheless, those outside of the Orthodox Church presently do not share the full life and unity available within it, meaning that the power and provision for which the Church was established are at best impeded or missing and at worst, completely distorted.

I will, by necessity, say more about ecclesiology in another installment when I address the Eucharist. For now, allow me to close this section with this quotation from Bishop Kallistos Ware in his wonderful book The Orthodox Way:
It is of course true that there are many who with their conscious brain reject Christ and his Church, or who have never heard of him; and yet, unknown to themselves, these people are true servants of the one Lord in their deep heart and in the implicit direction of their whole life. God is able to save those who in this life never belonged to his Church. But looking at the matter from our side, this does not entitle any of us to say, “The Church is unnecessary for me.” There is in Christianity no such thing as a spiritual élite exempt from the obligations of normal church membership.

The Religion of the Heart

Dallas Willard, whom I have previously covered at some length, clearly endorses a generous ecumenism, perhaps even the “invisible Church” notion I have just addressed above.[1] He does so primarily because he sees the turmoil created by a toxic dedication to one-upmanship amongst the members of differing Christian groups and subcultures. In emphasizing charity, Willard does well to remind us of Christ’s centrality and the “Religion of the Heart” which focuses not on mere behavioral or ritualistic conformity, but on the sincerity and inner devotion that Christ Himself speaks of in Matthew, Chapters 5-7 (The Sermon on the Mount). For a long time, this emphasis kept me from considering any Tradition that seemed to require robust ascetic or sacramental practices. This is sadly ironic since, in the end, those were precisely what my heart needed for deeper transformation. Still, I do fully believe that the development of a genuine spiritual disposition must be primary in our local Church communities. And yet we need not treat that goal as somehow incompatible with outward bodily practices. Physical actions often involve and reinforce proper spiritual attitudes. After all, the Word became flesh in order that the body itself might be redeemed in the death and resurrection of Christ (cf. Romans 8:23). When Christ criticized the Pharisees for a legalistic, perfunctory, and/or self-congratulatory approach to “righteousness,” he was not thereby suggesting that all their forms and practices were themselves the source of that error. Jesus gave plenty of commands and He Himself followed the law perfectly, also enjoining his disciples to fast, pray, baptize, serve, offer communion, etc.  We must all guard against temptations to pride and vanity. And, yes, I have shown plenty of both. But don’t allow my personal failures or the fear of legalism deprive you of a chance to harness further the grace of God, to train in obedience for the sanctification of soul and body (cf. 1 Cor. 9: 26-27 and Titus 2:11-14).

The Biggest Obstacle

After years of reflection, probably the most significant impediment to my adopting a fully Orthodox perspective was how I understood the Eucharist—communion—and its implications for what it meant to belong to God’s Church. I was scandalized by the practice of closed communion and the sense that I was being cut out, excluded—rejected as unworthy or incomplete. The topic is too important, I think, to deal with in a paragraph. It is a broad strand in the full tapestry I am only beginning to understand. So I will address it at length in a subsequent installment.


[1] See Chapter 7 of Knowing Christ Today, especially 178 and 181-182.

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